My dear Marilyn #9. i understand your hurt and fear. When I thought my beloved would not make it, I found it difficult to keep going every day. My only peace was to go within and be with to my inner being every day. sometimes twice a day. She would comfort me as I sat in her arms in my mind and we rocked back and forth. Believeing that all things happen for the best, I learned to accept and surrender. There is peace within. I pray for your inner light to bring you peace. As I breath in through my heart, I also breath out through my heart to reach your heart with healing energy. Marilyn Tedeschi #16.