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CONFUSION, CONTROL, ANGER, ETC.
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From: Angelique Lacour
Date: Monday, August 14, 2006, 7:13 AM
Subject: Confusion, control, anger, etc.
ID: 253843


Thanks to Mary Billy, Chrissy Jack and Heather for pointing out what should be obvious, but sometimes just isn't--tolerance, balance, inclusion, unity--isn't that why we were all drawn to this circle?

I don't know anything about most of you as I've only been signed on to this circle for 48 hours, but I do know enough about myself to know how tempting it is to "pile on" when I see others on a "rant" against the patriarchy that is probably triggered by years and years of being hurt by this system.

In my own personal transformation and healing I've been trying to learn how to let go of all the past hurts and sorrows, forgive those who have abused me, be guided by peace and not anger, and most important, not apologize for who I am. That comes first with self- acceptance which has been a great challenge for me. I've discovered that the power of attraction can reverse years of negative energy in a split second. From time to time that negative energy still can drag me down into the dark abyss, and I think that happened a bit when I read Christina and Debbie's posts about this site being a womenspace. But that's not what drew me here.

I come to this circle to heal. I come to this circle to learn. And I will trust that my divine feminine intuition will lead me to those who will help heal and teach me all I need to know. Peace and harmony is my mission. And let it begin with me.

Namaste, Angelique