FRANCIA
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From: Bonnie K.
Date: Tuesday, February 14, 2017, 3:44 PM
Subject: Francia
ID: 276458

Dearly Beloveds…

I am trying to recover from having written (a few hours earlier) what felt like my quintessential best letter about Francia —then promptly losing it — and what followed was all sorts of inner reactions … and now finally after a few sad hours of repentance, as I come back into my body and I feel somewhat centered in my mind —I realize that (very sincerely) I want to say a few meaningful words ….before falling asleep tonight!

Many of us have been together since 1999 or thereabouts…I look over the list of names on the CEN and I could write little short stories and tributes to many of you. I love so many of you.

And I loved Francia Gaunt!!

Part of the reason I loved Francia is because she never ever gave up.. Good heavens that girl could out last almost anyone. She never gave up asking for more of me — and I saw her do that about life in general and everything in between. She asked for attention from the whole wide world. I absolutely adored her tenacity and perseverance and especially her WONDER. She was a fairy princess for sure. An original model of a human being. Definitely MULTI-DIMENSIONAL. I am quite certain she’ll be around to promote the ideals and the spiritual longevity of this Santa Barbara Conscious Evolution Community in heavenly ways … unfathomable ways that we can only barely conceive of….

Ok please please those of you who stop to read this post of mine: Take a deep breath. Close your eyes and invite in some wisdom that can be shared here with all of us.

Francia’s death can be a beautiful gift (to every one of us) to say something to each other that will help make sense of where we are now.

What a crazy time it is.

I thought by now we would be cruising in the 5th dimension… and I guess on some level we are ...but not in the political arena No, we are not…yikes what the heck is this confusion all about? WELL, anyway I guess there is still plenty of work to do and maybe Francia decided she could do more promoting in another realm ---and I for one think if anyone ever could help us … she can. She was really resilient and alive and unique-- and "out there.” Francia was out there before it was even cool to be out there.

I invite you to make comments about anything… anything. It would be lovely to hear reflections about Francia --and yet what Francia would really want would be to have her death be an invitation to us to express our most passionate thoughts and aspirations about LIFE. Say a little something about Life.

Good night blessed ones. May we all feel the evolutionary love of this community and its colorful history … and bring sweet Francia into our collective Hearts. We can wish her a safe journey home.

Star Light Star Bright beloved Francia.

We are with you…

Bonnie